time

by jessica livesey
(england)

ideas come to me when i am on my own, nothing to do nothing to say watching constantly the shadows shifting on the floor. childish thoughts of monsters in the dark. but the only monster here is you. never caring never sharing want want want need need need discarding anything and everyone you arent able to control.
your favourite games are the ones of the mind. how lonely must you be never letting any one in. like an angel lost in time wondering this world of possibilities bound by invisible rope. you are your own prisoner

* i would have set you free if you had let me in,
i need to wipe you from my mind,
forget your firmiliar face.
a face i could draw in my sleep
i know every line every curve
but remembering you hurts....*

your words could bring me to my knees in a single second, cutting straight to the bone. i have forbidden my self to love you, instead i choose to bury my feelings.
my memories of you are fading more like dreams now. the way i see it is that i will always love you but i will never have you. time is a healer know one knows the future but we have to be greatfull for what we have. you never know how long you got.

*stealing precious seconds
going forrbiden places
all's fair in love and war
mixed feelings for you are confusing
we all learn from our mistakes and do what ever it takes