the night it ends...
by Kerry Eliabeth
There's no turn out of here...no escape...i feel like it's all gonna end tonight...be over...forever...No one can save me now...im just to far gone...Every night i lie awake...just fighting back tears that threaten to ruin my life...you tried to change my life...make it less of a struggle...less of a fight...But you came when the timing just wasn't right...i believe your intentions and hopes were high...but as i said before im just to far gone...Im waiting for the moment...i wanna know if my feelings are right...Is it all gonna end tonight..? the lighting strikes...I cower in fright, i wait for it all...just to be over...The feeling is still mutual as i cower in fright...could this be my very last night..? the moment...where it all just ends tonight..? I hover in search of the wall...and there i write my good bye note to them all... it says "mom...dad...family..this world wasn't meant for me...if im leaving tonight be happy for me...don't mourn over my death with sorrow and regret...This is how it was meant to be...I've gone as far as i was meant to be...now please...i want you all to know...I Love You With All My Heart...but im afraid it was my time to go"...as soon as i finish my note...I stand up and say...ok im ready to go, The lighting strikes once more on this night, i wanna be filled with joy...because im getting what i've always desired...and before i go...i look up at the sky...and say... "this i exactley what i wanted to happen...And then i end it all. i have no life to live any longer...once again i repeat, good bye i love you forever with all my heart...
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