Tears of despair

by Sofia
(USA )

I float in my tears of despair
This I cannot bear
The secret in my cheast 
Whichis  not made of flesh
This shall not be told or I shall go
Because those who know
Will not understand my toll
The toll of my tears the toll of despair.
But I have told someone
Someone I do not hold close 
What will come next? 
Will me life end?
How far will my secret send?
If far my life must end




Note:

*This is a poem that I just madeup. It is based on my bipolar disorder in which I have cut only my family knows that I have it but they do not know I cut. and now my best guy friend knows because he saw me when I tried to commit suicide*