sad love poem
by nicole
(Prophetstown, Illnois, USA)
should i say i love you or should i say i loved you? i loved you, you loved her,i gave you my heart you ripped it apart, now that i can see that its not a dream, i know your not worth waiting for. The memories are slowly eating me. It feels like im trapped,it feels like im trapped in here and ive been left to die. You left me, you promiced you wouldnt though, why would u lie to me like that. Your only making yourself miserable, just shut up with all your pathetic lies, your not the one i want. Your nothing but a waste of breath. Our lives changed the first day we met, was the change good or was the change bad? That is what i have yet to find out. Should i feel alive? Or what am i supose to feel like? i have only felt pain and misery. I was trying to keep a pathetic fairytale alive. I wasted a of my life on u, ive wasted 7 months of life on someone before, and thats never going to happen again. You held me close to you and say "i love you" i smile and say "nice lie." im done saying sorry.