My Emipire of Dirt

by Just another girl
(TX)

I hurt myself today
to see I still feel
the needle embedding into my skin
the only thing that's still real.

My dearest friends
everyone I know
run away in the end.
You can have it all
my empire of dirt
just keep me from another fall.

I wear this crown of shit
upon this liar's chair
full of empty thoughts
I can not repair.

If I could just go back in time
I would keep myself
I would find a way
to stop me from this fall.