Mistake...

by TaneilLynn(:
(Crowley LA)

Mistake…
By Taneil Lynn Robinson

You came over today
I was so excited, but I was also so shaky
You pulled up, called to check if it was me
You came in and took a seat.
I signaled for you to come over
And you did
I didn’t want it to happen
But you did
You thought I didn’t love you
It was the only way to show you.
You climbed on top of me
Your lips were so soft.
You slipped your hand in and off came my pants.
You told me it would be okay
I just wanted to cry…
No one knew the secret
No condom, you just slipped it in.
You pushed, it hurt so bad.
You kept going
My eyes began to water.
I told you to stop
You said “just a little more”
A tear fell down my cheek
You pulled out, out I could still feel you in me
The warmth between my legs.
You called me a whore and then you laughed
You got up and went to the bathroom.
I just laid there…
I felt dirty, you felt accomplished
You thought you were so good
Alex, you just don’t know.

Sex is supposed to be special.
But you just left!
Things will never be the same…
A part of me hates you…