If I could

by Sydney H.
(Mt.Pleasant, Iowa)

If I could,
If I could cry I would,
If I could cry I would bawl,
If I could bawl I could be happy,
If I was happy I could stop the addiction,
If I stopped the addiction I wouldn‘t do drugs,
If I didn’t do drugs I wouldn’t drink,
If I didn’t drink I wouldn’t cut,
If I didn’t cut I wouldn’t hide,
If I didn’t have to hide I could live,
If I could live I’d be whole,
If I were whole it’d be nice,
If only I could cry.