Emo Poem #3

I tried to be visible
both body and soul,
doing all in my power
to keep myself in control.
I laugh at your jokes
both funny and not,
I remember things you said
while others forgot.
Yet you still fail to notice
everything I do,
how much I really care
how in love I am with you.
While other girls are lying
on how they really feel,
I hold my head up high
This girl is for real.
Let me be the girl
that will make your heart sing,
I want to be your heart
not just a fling.
I always try to hide
what's really on my mind
as I listen to you talk
I put my feelings behind.
You say I'm just a "friend"
but I wish I could be more,
The pain is unbearable
I can't take it anymore.
Looks like it doesn't matter
what I say or what I do,
because no matter what happens
I'll always be invisible to you...