dying / broken

by Shannon

On the outside i look normal.
On the inside im dieing.
You may not know this but you did this.
Im dieing because my heart is broken.
You broke it.
I put on a fake smile so you don't see what you did to me.
I put on a smile to see if you can see through it.
So far nothing.
I have tried so hard to get you back but its not working.
I guess i should give up.
But i can't.
I miss you.
But it will never be.
You broke my heart.
I don't want to go through it again.
All the tears you gave me.
All the pain.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm done trying.
You win.