confused

by Dustin Butoryak
(Pittsburgh, PA, America)

Wow. How did that happen.
I didn't know. honest.
WEll, my life is gone now. Gone.
I'll just sit around and think.
Just take this time and think
of all that has happened this year
this month
this week
and think, how screwed i am.
How screwed up the world is.
How screwed up my life is.
I used to like you
and then the truth came
knocking
knocking
knocking
on my door, and i tried to forget.
But it was still
knocking
knocking
knocking
and i knew
that i was dead inside
the moment
you two were together.