Bleed It Out

by elise garcia
(california)

As the blood trickles down my arm leaving stains
i sit here and take the pain that numbs me
a different kind of numbness
a numbness she can fix
but until i hav her again
this is what helps me
A fix that comes and goes
with the touch of a blade
a feel that can drain the pain outa your system
but only for a period of time
before you have to bleed it out again
im giving you the power
you have the power of what happens
cuz without you im powerless
and without this blade im nothing
these memories drain me
memories of horid things
horid things that replay in my head
till i cant take no more
i just have to figure out whats going on in this head of mine
why i hear what i hear
why i see what i see
why i cant have you back
why theres so much confusion
so i have to suffer my way through hell