Bestfriend

by Ben
(Australia)

The night sky begins to darken
My walls are closing in
The blackness within me takes over
It's a battle i'll never win
The vision of blood comes quickly
I'm aching within my core
The craving to cut deeply
Lo proving t be hard to ignore
These knives here tease me taunt me
They dance befor my eyes
Beconing to give me the pain
That i hide across my back
This vocie inside my head is screaming
Invaiding each thought in my mind
He's telling me i'll lose it all
I should leave this life behind
My body begins to tremble
As i think about grasping a blade
For the feeling that i once loved
A feeling this knife once gave
I know what im wanting is wrong
But in my heart it feels so right
The pain is all i want
But there's a promise i must keep tight
I'm hating myself for accepting
And my blood begins to churn
I love that she cares so endlessly
That she believes that these feelings will win
Unforunatly for me i feel empty
And this darkness is pooled inside
If i leave i'll be lost forever
But i promised i would keep my life
Without my Bestfriend i'll break
Without my Girlfriend i'll continually cry
Everything is going wrong
But i promise i'll fight to survive