Believe Me When I Say That All Hope Is Gone

by Israel
(VA)

As the world dumps everything on me
I realize that there is no such thing as hopes and dreams
This life I life I live is nothing but a big lie
It eats me up as I die inside
Nothing real ever existed
As I remember my existence
crying, suffering, screaming and replaced
all these things i really hate
happiness, joy, laughter and pride
so thats what it feels like to be alive?
always the problem thats never solved
ever since the day i was evolved
tears, blood, knives and pain
are the only things that i have to gain
while i am thinking of this thought alive
i emerge the thought of suicide