Before you...

by kerryelisabeth
(none.)

i used 2 think of death & sucide
then i meant u
before you
i didnt care
if the world blew up & everyone died
i wouldnt give a damn
if we all exploded
it would just b another event
i never shed a tear
i never loved anyone
before you
i just sat in my room alone & wished 4 death
my blood went thin
from the lost
u seen my scars & instantley cared
u rushed 2 my side & begged me not 2 do it
u didnt know me
but u wanted 2
i told u about my life
i must of warned u a million times
i told u my life was over b4 it even begun
no one even cared about me
as much as u
it never made sense 4 u 2 love me
bcause i never loved myself
in the beginning i didnt care
you tried to love me
but i always pushed u away
u would always come back
i told u i didnt care
but still u never left my side
i relized i could love u, i could care
before you
i didnt give a damn
everytime a car went by i jumped infront
but you cared for me
u always did
u said you always would
im alive 2day bcause u
bcause u always cared
& i love u 2 this very day